Post by Mia Essence on Dec 22, 2012 15:41:53 GMT -5
TAG: Open NOTES: Mia tries to ignore anyone & everyone WORDS: 1,002
[/blockquote][/blockquote]If you looked in the right tent, the biggest one that acted as the Guild hall of Mystique of Silver Knights, outside in the woods somewhere, you would find Mia. She just sat there, next to her little window sitting on her chair with the small table. She had untouched breakfast on a plate in front of her. She wasn't hungry, she would rather watch the outside world then eat, she had eaten yesterday night. Besides it was only 7:23, only about 9 hours since she had eaten because she had left at 10:30 to her own little tent that had a forcefield around it since she was a bit paranoid, she made it with her magic eye, of course.... The thing that let her use magic. Without it she would be a regular person. But the magic eye was a curse, she'd rather have no magic then have the stupid eye. She closed her eyes and sighed, if it wasn't for the eye... she'd never had lost so much... She blamed the eye for everything that had happened for it said to be cursed, she knew it was cursed, she knew she was cursed.
She looked at her plate again, the fork not even moved, she hadn't even picked it up. Her stomach growled and she sighed, might as well eat, her stomach was getting mad... Aluxia always said when someones stomach growls they're mad at the owner. Aluxia... Ginger.... Justin... All three was gone. No, not only them but Jett and Laird, Alexis, Enzo, Troy, and Connor. All of them, gone. Because of her... It was all her fault. Mia blamed herself for a lot of things. For all the ones she's lost and everything. The ones that never came back, the one who got killed coming back to her, the one who she got separated from her, the one who got captured protecting her, and the two who she killed out of control. All of them, she was so scared, of herself, of hurting others. That's why she didn't get close to anyone, if she did they would die to. She was alone, it was to early, but she knew she couldn't cry. They were sure to come soon.
She swallowed hard, she had to get her mind off of it. Everytime she thought of it she had to fight back tears, it was to painful to remember, she remembered it so clearly... It was frightening. She looked back outside, she had been looking straight down at the tip of the table. The sun was hidden by the trees, this was some Guild wasn't it? She wouldn't be here if it wasn't for the nice Guild master and Guild Mates, she didn't like the place to much for all the bugs and dangers like bears and stuff, but she stayed for the sake of Connor. She would probably end up leaving one day, she didn't know when though. Someday, someday... She breathed deeply. She missed them all. She really did. All of them, she wished she could see them all again, just one last time. She knew if she even saw them one last time though she would have the urge to see them more. She was glad it was impossible to have them back, or she would have to deal with that urge. She might be able to get the lost ones back, not the dead, but what was the chance of that? With her luck it would never happen.
She wondered why she suddenly had to think about all this now of all times, she usually thought about it in her own tent.. Not today apparently, it was stuck in her mind. Maybe.. It was that dream wasn't it? Of the quick faces showing and disappearing, showing their deaths or what happened to them, and then blackness with an evil laughing at the end. She had woke up with a gasp, and started crying that night. She quickly thought back to the letter which was at her window, Dominic, the Guild Master, had left it. She picked it up, it was folded neatly, she had been scared to read it so hadn't even touched it. She knew it was from him because he wrote his name on it before she had to open the paper. She slowly unfolded it and read it. I hope you will join me tonight Mia, this performance was supposed to be very good but I cannot say it will be for sure. Please honor me with your presence Mia, I would like to learn more about you. It said, she blinked and put it down. She just stayed put, she couldn't go. If she got close to anyone they would die.
It would be bad if she killed Dominic, the Guild would hate her. Besides, he said he wanted to know more. He wanted to know about Connor and why she was quiet, why she always sat alone and everything. But if he found out, he would kick her out definitely. Cause it was her fault Connor was dead. She moves the food, which she had decided to eat but hadn't got to yet, and randomly went limp, banging her head on the table, both hands resting beside her. Ouch, the sound of her banging her head was heard out everywhere. She didn't care. She raised her head and pulled the plate forward, sliding it against the table. Picking up the fork she started eating, very slowly though. She couldn't concentrate, she would eat and think. She heard the tent flap opening and heard footsteps. She looked down away, hopefully they wouldn't come to her. If it was Dom he might strike a conversation up, or try. He probably would fail epically, she wasn't in the mood at all. She looked over at the paper she had folded back and put down. It was sitting at the end of the table. She sighed and looked at her food, going back to eating quietly.
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LYRICS: I Was Blaming Myself For Everything That Was Going Wrong
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